there was a setback with my gram yesterday...they might have to put in a breathing tube, thats BAD. very very BAD. thats the latest update on her
today is maddys 4th birthday. im SUPPOSED to go to the dollar store to pick up stuff for her party, then run to the grocery store to get stuff to make her cake with. big arguement this morning as it ALWAYS is on payday. PEOPLE need to STOP BEING FUCKING GREEDY. i swear people WILL get throat punched and balls chopped off, any guesses whos being greedy? thats right, his stepfather. fucker wants 150 dollars, i protest, but obviously NOONE FUCKING CARES WHAT I FUCKING SAY. so when were broke in two days, i can say FUCK YOU, I FUCKING TOLD YOU SO SO DONT FUCKING BITCH AT ME. like all i need to get at the dollar store is paper plates/cups/silverware, cat food and laundry detergent, cake mix, frosting and eggs. then down at the grocery store writing frosting and tips for those plus chicken nuggets and french fries for dinner. because thats what she said she wanted for her birthday dinner. its just going to be us girls anyways, dad and dumbass have to go to middlefield to paint a floor, and brian needs to help move furniture so the newly painted floor doesnt get scratched. i also have to get milk while im at the grocery store and some fucking mayo and bread and chips so we can have tuna for lunch. difficult to make tuna without bread or mayo...nevermind that i have 13 or so dollars i was going to bring with me so i didnt spend a lot of his money. cuz GOD FORBID i spend ANYTHING. sunday i got 75 for my birthday, who spent most of it? HIM of course. MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY MONEY AND I GOT TO SPEND MAYBE 2.35 and I DIDNT EVEN SPEND THAT, mack did because she needed pads. she started her FIRST period the other day. what a great fucking birthday for maddy huh? to make up for that, ill get some balloons at the dollar store and give her ONE of her presents today. probably her preschool workbook, and her thomas movies on saturday. yeah, im NOT in a good fucking mood. told him to only give his piece of shit stepfather 50. just FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. and when he said no, i said "fine, well have a crappy party, and when were broke, fuck you, dont fucking bitch at me for it, because it will be YOUR FUCKING FAULT." then i slammed the van door and he left for work.
YOU need to stop giving in. He only took that money cuz u let him! No one does anything without my permission. I am a hardbutt about that. Maddy will have fun here Sunday,3 presents from us,a goody bag,a balloon and her own cupcake if that helps. Hes being a moron for giving him that much money.
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