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yesterday brian calls and says hes stuck at walmart. reason being, van ran out of gas, yet once again. theres a hole at the connection of the filler tube and the tank itself. its going to cost 140 dollars to get that fixed, and we cant get it fixed without money? the bank froze his account until he gets out of the hole. he talked to them yesterday and they said he needs to deposit money. he said "what the hell do you think my paychecks are? fake money? yall are eating those up, so i dont get ANYTHING" but really its sort of mostly his fault. i still have to find that 20 dollars hidden in my room somewhere near my entertainment center. i looked in, behind, on but not under, thats gonna be difficult...lol...madisons been sleeping a lot, i think shes going thru another growth spurt. dumbass didnt wanna get up this morning. poor dads been having to ask me for cigs. which is difficult when i have very few myself. yesterday we gave him a pack, and the day before too. im down to my last 8 cigs. not gonna last the day. yesterday, i got two packages via fedex. lol. one i was waiting for, the other was a surprise. the one i was waiting for was an international delight baking kit they were giving away. it was nice, and the surprise was a tube of eucerin lotion. i put some on my dog wilma because she has a hotspot, and likes to itch her ass on the kitchen table legs, and the lotion has oatmeal in it, so she hasnt itched since i put it on her. the van went thru 60 dollars worth of fuel in 2 days because of this hole it has. NOT COOL at all. went down to the salvation army yesterday to sign up for the christmas thing they have...this year theyre doing an angel tree, basically they put a fake tree in walmart with names of kids and what they want/clothing size/stuff like that...and its up to the shoppers to buy something for the kid...so theres NO GUARANTEE that all the kids will get something. some people really depend on that help for christmas, like me. the only thing we ARE guaranteed is a food box. yeah thats stupid, i liked it a couple years ago, when mack was still able to get stuff from them, and i came home with a huge garbage bag FULL of stuff for them. i really think its dumb that theyre doing the angel tree. the other day in the mail i got a toy that i was able to get for free, though its only part of a wooden train set, maddys been trying to get it since, so i thought i would be slick and wrap it, damn it, she said "can i have that present for me?" i said "no" she threw a fit. now i have to find a place to actually hide the damn thing so she will forget about it til christmas. and its in dora paper so she KNOWS its for her...sure i used the last of the dora paper, but whatever. i have other paper to wrap things in, and once my fil gives me that money ill have lots to wrap. i love wrapping stuff. i dont know why but i do. i didnt sleep all that great because i kept getting woken up every 2 hours. are you serious? why can i NEVER sleep thru the night. oh right because my dumbass husband delivers papers and has to leave at 2ish, sometimes earlier...and he turns the light on, which instantly wakes me up, and i cant get back to sleep, so ive been up since 230 when his best friend called. and he turned the light on. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK! i dont get naps. brians had an attitude issue because hes tired. well, he knew it was going to happen when he started to deliver papers. crap, were going to have a bad day, i just know it. maddys whining about EVERYTHING today. what a crab today. and she JUST got up. oy vey